This weekend has been fairly interesting for me on the whole. I spent yesterday and the day before at research and going there feeling as torn up as I did about D really changed alot. She was there for the first part of the weekend and being around her disrupted my thinking a whole lot. I had a really hard time focusing on anything other than her presence. She left though for most of the weekend and my thoughts about her shifted more into the back of my mind.
I got to talk to Wayne alot over the weekend and that was cool. Another really cool thing was my group; it was led by Mel and H and it included myself, Amy, Shannon, and for the last part of the weekend Neil. I was really quiet for the first part of the weekend and I didn’t talk in the meetings much. I was to the point where I really just wanted to be off by myself and I was thinking about leaving, but I decide that before I would I would give a really good shot at my group meeting, so I went in and said that I was feeling really down because there was a girl who I liked who didn’t like me back. I talked about some of the things that I was thinking about and some of my questions.
Having done that I felt a whole lot better. I felt alot closer to the group and talked alot more. The person who impressed me the most was Mel. She was very supportive and yet honest with me and I appreciated that. I felt close to her and I liked the feeling.
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